Halo-halong Prayers

It's funny, or sad maybe, how just a week ago, I was writing about how excited I am for the breakthroughs in the music ministry. I didn't lead this Sunday because i was on 11-7 duty and aside from the reason that it would be very stressful for me, i really don't like singing when i haven't had adequate sleep. However, it didn't exempt me from the problems we encounter, and i really do not want to be exempted anyway. some of the problems we discussed after service were recurring problems we had since years ago. we have limited resources in the church that's why it's very important for all of us to take care of what we have at the moment. it's expected that the instruments would bug down or wear off, being used week after week, but it's sad that they are just left that way, and sometimes I feel that i'm even more concerned about having them repaired than the actual people who use them. i don't like to complain, but sometimes it's spiritually draining to realize that the people around you don't care for the church and the ministry as much as you do. i'm confident that it would, in no way, affect my personal relationship with Christ, but in terms of my participation in church activities, it's a little depressing...
   Father God I pray that your divine intervention, wisdom, inspiration, and anointing be upon all of us. This is your work, and we know that it is by your power that it will flourish, regardless of the trials we encounter and our personal limitations and shortcomings. Give us all the strength to fight the good fight of faith, to keep going, aflame in loving and serving you. And send people committed to your work to aide us in leading your people and worshipping your name. We, and the resources we have now, all come and go, but your love, and I pray that our love for you will never fade. I love you so much and I entrust everything unto thy loving hands, amen.
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Tomorrow's a new day for me. I keep worrying that I would be late for my duty at ITRMC starting tomorrow and I know this isn't helping at all, especially according to the law of attraction...please God calm my heart and mind, and prepare me in all aspects of my being that I may do what is right in your sight at all times, and that I may be an instrument for your greater glory, as i care for patients and assist them in their healing. May I be a channel of your blessings to them, and may everything I do, give glory to your name.
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I've been addicted to plants vs. zombies lately..haha..for the past days I'm actually guilty of procrastination of a lot things. God forgive me, and deliver me. I'll try my best to control myself and to be good:).
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I finally got in touch with a special friend whom i think about everyday. I obviously miss him so much, I'm just not sure how i could express it in a way he wouldn't misinterpret. i'm actually in the middle of a project right now and if this works, i may have a boyfriend (finally!) before the year ends..haha..but i really wanna do it right this time..he already knows that i care for him, and worse, that i love him. we were almost together, except that we both know that we couldn't really be together yet...so when we had some problems and i decided that we go back to being just friends, somehow i feel that we've broken up...and it's creepy because i answered this psychological test and it revealed that i broke up with someone because i don't think we're going where we're supposed to go..which is so true..waha! So help me God...i have no idea if i'm doing what i'm supposed to do so please guide me. i'm not in a rush, i'm more concerned on doing this right from the beginning...maramdaman ko lang po talagang siya ang will niyo for me, at mahal na mahal niya ako..i'd be the best girlfriend i can be:)
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also help me establish my daily commitment to pray (as in pray long and focused) and read your Word...i also entrust my entire career into your hands...i'l go where you want me to go for i know it will be where i could be  the best of who I am...but i also pray for financial success and personal fulfillment...you know the dreams my sisters and I have for our family especially for papa..help us all make it come true..and soon i hope:)...thank you so much Lord Jesus for all the blessings you've given and the big, so much more blessings to come...i love you, i love you, i love you!!! mwaah! nyt! meow:p