Yesterday and today are among my very few off days...i'm not particularly upset about anything or at anyone, but I feel so weak and so far from my usual self. Well I've been sick so many times in the past but it's something that you never really get used to. I enjoy taking care of others who are sick, but I surely do not enjoy taking care of myself. And for me, nothing could ever make you feel so vulnerable and so alone than being sick. I'm not literally alone but I'm a grown up, more so a nurse, who's expected by others to know what to do...but can't there be a clause in our professional responsibility that 'a nurse stops being a nurse when she's sick'.
Haaay...emoters lang talaga ako pag maysakit...It's during these times that I want to regress, be treated like a child again. It's also during these times that I miss Mama Josie so much...
I would've wanted to wish that there would be no sicknesses or diseases in this world...but then there would be no precious opportunities to show love and care...so since I'm so prone to having upper respiratory infections (colds, cough, tonsilopharyngitis), I just wish I could detach my pharynx, tonsils, or nostrils for a while, see what's the problem, and apply immediate treatment, without having to bear nasal congestion, sore throat, and difficulty of breathing..I've actually imagined taking out my throat for so many times already, ibabalik ko na lang pag magaling na..haha..
But Lord you see me, you know how I feel, and you know the nature of my work...I continue to pray and claim your healing power over my life, in all parts of my body. May I continue to be an instrument of healing to others and not be a source of infection for them:) Thank you and I love you so much! meow
'Reading makes a full man.'(FrancisBacon)...but this read is an exception:p
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